my heart has been sooo torn lately...i wish that i could just ask God straight up and that i could get a definant answer back QUICKLY..but it doesn't ever work like that does it? God seems to believe in letting me figure things out on my own EVENTUALLY....thats ok too i guess..i have just felt unsettled because i'm sick of the same patterns in my life...i'm so ready to begin something new in my life..something that is stable and will last forever...how do you get past the obstacles in your life that seems to never go away...you think you are done forever..and then whoop there they are...i guess though my life would not be as interesting...i'm just trying to find the good in all of this mess... and i can't say my life isn't exciting because it is...all of this change makes things less boring i guess..haha
so we went to albuquerque last weekend to see our good friends Mackenzie and Erica...o goodness it was sooo much fun...actually i can't even understand why we haven't been friends with them for longer...and i'm soo blessed to have such great friends for sure :D
